woosh! its 6 am now and i am freaking tired. my eyes are closing yet i am forcing myself not to sleep. its the best feeling in the world... its like being stuck between 2 dimensions, the concious and the unconcious, where you would find the sub concious. its the part of the mind below the level of conscious perception, where random decisions that you made in life will suddenly start to make sense although it actually doesnt make any sense... baaah.... bullshit!