I wonder if anyone reads this shitty blog... ok anyway how's life for me? I think i just failed one exam paper in my whole poly life so hmm.. maybe i might stay back 6 mths just for 1 subject... we'll see la... ok anyway, i got news that my dad might be resigning coz his job is like super stress so i guess i'll start working to support myself. Anyway i don't really expect my parents to pay for my stuff anymore.. sometimes it feels weird that im still taking their money. well ok anyway, Mechanical Engineering is full of bengs and i think im getting influenced..haha.. english speaking beng? hmmm. not likely. Well sometimes i wish life was how it was a year ago... kinda problem free... sometimes you do things that you wanna do but u dun really wanna do it... its contradicting. Well this past 8 months i've betrayed myself to the point that some people think im a piece of shit. well all i guess if they can run their lives so well then, why not just take this empty shell here and call it yours and run it your way and then maybe one day you will smile at me again. Maybe if u were me you would be the better person that i cant be and life will work out well. Maybe i might just fall into endless sleep and be god somewhere else. Rule my own place. Aite i think im talking too much. Wont be back from malaysia for abt 3 or 4 days...